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I whisper
To you my single everything
Explore that world
In constant astonishment
To hold in hands
Life so preciously
To search my mind
Bound with limp vitality

I scream to skies
To seek some remorse
I pray within
I try to release
I need this more
Than I’ve ever needed anything

I beg for you
Take me in place of thee
I pray some more
With my tearful symphony
Please grant for me
In clasping hands
Hedging so incomplete
Your place for sure
Breath life
Confirm vitality

I scream to skies
Is there a reward
I pray within
I search trough the stars
I need this more
Than life even means to me
I need this more
Without is there anything

probably your most moving writing ever. So little words to convey so much. Yet another one that I am unwilling to write 'beautiful' for.

really...hmmm....thanks
Probably obvious what it is about, but is about a man sitting at a hospital bed watching his wife passing, and praying/pleading to God to take him in her place...that he would swap places in a heartbeat...that he loves her so much that he would sacrifice everything if it could save her

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Where do I go
When heavens not waiting for me
What of my soul
And all of these troublings
Just need to know
Where do I go
God has forsaken me
Thrown to the shore
Due to my blasphemy
Where do I go
Where do I go

I wander alone
Waiting eternity
The streets are so cold
Oh so dead and lonely
Where is my home
Where do I go
Where shall I roam
When heavens not waiting for me

wow. I want to say 'beautiful', but it is to sad and pain-filled to say 'beautiful'.

This one is kinda really about thoughts that I often have. I don't believe in god, or at least in the Christian taking of it all. That being said, I know it could be possible that I am wrong. The fact that I have denounced God and what not would mean I would not be granted access to heaven (looking at the 10 commandments)...basically I have questioned the validity of the existence in God, and therefore he has no place for me in death...but I have been a relatively good person...I have made my sins, but have amended for those...so does that still mean hell, or would i be a lost soul?

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Depop - Thanks for the breakdown. That is some heavy stuff. Amazing too.

Thankyou kindly
It took a long time before i was in a place to share the meaning of it all. Writing it and a lot of the other syuff in here was a big part of what brought me there.

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Some of the most beautiful people I have ever met do not believe in God, but appear to follow the most important christians values. Where as I have met a number of christians who do things they believe are wrong and seem to think that going to church makes up for it, or something. I much prefer to be around honest people who know they are not perfect but do what they beleve is right, than to be around deceitful people who pretend they are perfect but are busy doing what they believe is wrong. And I find it hard to believe that if there is a God, that he would cast away so many truly good loving and kind people, whose deepest desires are love and peace.

i follow this sentiment

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Do you hate me just because I'm lazy
what's unchanged
what's come and gone
all the little things
they all drive me crazy

when I'm resting
when I drown
can't take away sweet sorrow
the one that reminds me of

few steps can move me forward
when I'm swirling inside of dreams
all along I felt it here
deep within yesterday's
and yesterdays tomorrow
deep in lingered souls
chasing dreams I dare not follow

I will I still
feel grasp of that not hollow
I will I still
hold a soul that's become so shallow
all in all these yesterdays
lead me to where I don't know I head

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In this life things are hazy
live out loud and questioning
right and wrong, we're all lead along

wherever you heart roams
wherever your head lies down
know in me there is a home
know in me there is comforting

living loud and questioning
right and wrong, we're all lead along
moments come that remind of our place

wherever you heart roams
wherever your head lies down
know in me there is a home
know in me there's comforting

right and wrong, we're all lead along
moments come that remind of our place
trust in me, what's troubling

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hate hate
it's all the rage
wait weight
it's more than I can take
living as a brother in disguise

wage rage
it's on the way
fake fate
skinny dipping deep within
soaking up sun and all the lies

now
go seed the lies
plant the trees
this forest will be our camouflage
with a million tears
shot full of poison
meant to feed on fears
aimed to gain, be prosperous
all amassed fortunes couldn't lie

shoot shoot
gotta be this way
intertwined in convolute
wrapped in words that hypnotize
it's all another deranged play

scribed script
it's here to stay
with whit
we're all delirious
empowering to treat us this way